{"id":2730,"date":"2012-08-27T17:43:39","date_gmt":"2012-08-27T23:43:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/19.org\/?p=2730"},"modified":"2012-08-27T23:22:51","modified_gmt":"2012-08-28T05:22:51","slug":"ot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/ot\/","title":{"rendered":"Otlar\u0131n \u0130ntikam\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"<div>\n<p style=\"line-height: normal; text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><span style=\"font-size: xx-large; color: #ff0000;\"><strong>Otlar\u0131n \u0130ntikam\u0131<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: normal; text-align: center;\" align=\"center\">Edip Y\u00fcksel<br \/>\n27 A\u011fustos 2012<br \/>\nwww.19.org<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/19.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/CIMG1707.jpg\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter  wp-image-2740\" title=\"Weeds by Yahya's home\" src=\"http:\/\/19.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/CIMG1707-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1707-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1707-150x112.jpg 150w, https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1707-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 g\u00f6zlerim ate\u015f gibi k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f ve a\u011fr\u0131 i\u00e7inde, geceleyin do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst uyumam\u0131\u015f v\u00fccudum k\u0131rg\u0131n ve bitap halde yaz\u0131yorum. Edebi bir \u015faheser beklemeyin\u2026 D\u00fcn, 28 A\u011fustos 2012 Pazar \u00f6\u011fleye do\u011fru ba\u015flayan ve t\u00fcm gece devam eden g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 ve ac\u0131 dolu bir an\u0131m\u0131 payla\u015faca\u011f\u0131m. Merak etmeyin, Amerikan filmleri gibi bitecek\u2026 Kahraman (yani ben) kazanaca\u011f\u0131m veya en az\u0131ndan kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m noktada bitirece\u011fim bu ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f hik\u00e2yeyi.<\/p>\n<p>O\u011flum Yahya&#8217;n\u0131n evi tam kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda\u2026 \u0130ki y\u0131l \u00f6nce ald\u0131k bu evi onun i\u00e7in. Ald\u0131k dediksek pe\u015fin parayla almad\u0131k. Amerika&#8217;da emlak end\u00fcstrisindeki \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fc\u015f son y\u0131llarda ev fiyatlar\u0131n\u0131 bir hayli d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026 \u00dcniversitede okuyan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 olan aileler i\u00e7in \u00f6zel bir program varm\u0131\u015f\u2026 &#8220;Kiddie Condo&#8221; diye bilinen ve FHA taraf\u0131ndan desteklenen bu programa g\u00f6re ev fiyat\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fczde 3.5 pe\u015fin \u00f6demek yetiyor. Ev, ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kom\u015fumuza aitti. Bir g\u00fcn evini sat\u0131\u015fa \u00e7\u0131karmak istiyor. Bu i\u015f i\u00e7in bir emlak\u00e7\u0131ya 3-5 bin dolar \u00f6deyece\u011fine kendisi satmay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f. Evinin bah\u00e7esine FOR SALE (Sat\u0131l\u0131k) panosu koyarken e\u015fim g\u00f6r\u00fcyor ve soruyor. Ertesi g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7 odas\u0131 olan y\u00fcksek tavanl\u0131 bah\u00e7eli evi almak i\u00e7in konu\u015fuyoruz ve araya emlak\u00e7\u0131 koymadan bir ay i\u00e7inde tapusuna Yahya&#8217;n\u0131n ismini de ekleyerek sat\u0131n al\u0131yoruz&#8230; Neyse, evin dam\u0131n\u0131n tamiri, garaj kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yenilenmesi ve hal\u0131lar\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fcp porselen fayans ile d\u00f6\u015fememiz gibi can s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 z\u0131mb\u0131rt\u0131larla da\u011f\u0131tmadan as\u0131l hik\u00e2yeye d\u00f6nelim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bu ay Muson ya\u011fmurlar\u0131 sonras\u0131 \u00f6n ve arka bah\u00e7esinde otlar b\u00fcy\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026 Genelde a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131, \u00e7al\u0131lar\u0131 budama ve otlar\u0131 temizlemek i\u00e7in y\u0131lda birka\u00e7 kez bir veya yar\u0131m g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne bir iki bah\u00e7\u0131van g\u00f6revlendiriyoruz. Bah\u00e7\u0131vanlar daha \u00f6nce, otlarla ba\u015f edebilmek i\u00e7in kimyasal madde kullanmay\u0131 \u00f6nermi\u015fti ama \u00e7evreyi zehirlememek i\u00e7in reddetmi\u015ftim. Bir saatte bitirebilecekleri bir i\u015fi bir g\u00fcnde yapsalar da ben otlar\u0131 elle koparmalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011f\u00fctledim\u2026<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/19.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/CIMG1705.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft  wp-image-2741\" style=\"margin-right: 10px;\" title=\"Yahya's Home 1\" src=\"http:\/\/19.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/CIMG1705-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1705-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1705-150x112.jpg 150w, https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1705-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>Bu y\u0131l para s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ekti\u011fim i\u00e7in bah\u00e7\u0131vana birka\u00e7 y\u00fcz dolar \u00f6demek yerine kendim otlar\u0131 temizlemeye karar verdim. Kuruduklar\u0131 vakit yang\u0131n riskini artt\u0131rmasalard\u0131, t\u00fcm otlar\u0131n bitki haklar\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131mak, onlara otonomi ve \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck vermek, ve en az\u0131ndan kurumadan \u00f6nceki ye\u015fil hayatlar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamak i\u00e7in e\u015fimden ba\u015flayarak kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131 ikna etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Hatta l\u00fczumsuz i\u015fler i\u00e7in her ay bizden para toplayan Ev Sahipleri Derne\u011finin san\u0131r\u0131m tek yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015f olan &#8220;Falanca numaral\u0131 evin say\u0131n filanca sahibi. \u00d6n bah\u00e7enizde otlar ili\u015fikteki foto\u011frafta g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi derne\u011fin falanca maddesine ayk\u0131r\u0131 bi\u00e7imde b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015flerdir. Bir hafta i\u00e7inde o otlar\u0131n kesilmesini rica ediyoruz&#8221; mesajlar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7eren mektuplara son vermeleri i\u00e7in kampanya ba\u015flatabilirdim. Hani otlara kar\u015f\u0131 abart\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00fclt\u00fcrel bir d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, \u0131rk\u00e7\u0131 bir tavr\u0131m\u0131z var\u2026 Kozmetik bir dizi dogmalarla g\u00fczelim otlara kar\u015f\u0131 fanatik d\u00fc\u015fmanlar haline d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyoruz. Hatta bir ara, yar\u0131 \u015faka, &#8220;Otlar\u0131n Bitkisel Haklar\u0131n\u0131 Koruma Derne\u011fi&#8221; kurmay\u0131 bile d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum&#8230; \u0130leride, &#8220;Nesilleri bitmek \u00fczere olan S\u00fcnni mukallitleri, Nurcu \u015fakirtleri, Nak\u015fi m\u00fcritleri ve Sigara tiryakilerini koruma Derne\u011fi&#8221; kurmay\u0131 ciddi ciddi hayal ediyorum ya, bu otlar ayr\u0131 J<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/19.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/CIMG1708.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft  wp-image-2742\" style=\"margin-right: 10px;\" title=\"Yahya's Home\" src=\"http:\/\/19.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/CIMG1708-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1708-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1708-150x112.jpg 150w, https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1708-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>D\u00fcn, beni g\u00fcne\u015ften korumas\u0131 i\u00e7in e\u015fimin verdi\u011fi \u015fapka ba\u015f\u0131mda ve haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 buzlu su yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda, otlar\u0131 tek tek k\u00f6klerinden koparmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Gah \u00e7\u00f6melerek, gah yere oturarak\u2026 Son y\u0131llarda bulundu\u011fum yerde Muson ya\u011fmurlar\u0131 ile birlikte sivrisinekler de peyda oldu\u2026 Banka ad\u0131 verilen modern Karunlara ayl\u0131k mortgagelerini \u00f6deyemeyen s\u00f6zde &#8220;ev sahiplerinin&#8221; bo\u015faltmak zorunda kald\u0131klar\u0131 binlerce evin bah\u00e7elerinde yosun tutmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f y\u00fczme havuzlar\u0131ndaki birikinti sular bu kentte sivrisinek say\u0131s\u0131nda son y\u0131llarda b\u00fcy\u00fck art\u0131\u015fa sebep oldular.<\/p>\n<p>O\u011flum i\u00e7in ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z evin \u00f6n ve arka bah\u00e7elerinde birka\u00e7 \u00e7e\u015fit ot \u0131rk\u0131 veya a\u015fireti ya\u015fama m\u00fccadelesi veriyor\u2026 Maalesef isimlerini bilmiyorum. (Ot merakl\u0131s\u0131 etoburlar i\u00e7in Arizona&#8217;daki otlar\u0131n listesini makalenin sonuna ekledim). Her bir otu beslendikleri topraktan kopar\u0131rken rahats\u0131zl\u0131k hissettim\u2026 Otlar da bizim gibiydi; aileleri, a\u015firetleri, kabileleri ve uluslar\u0131 vard\u0131\u2026 Bah\u00e7emizin topra\u011f\u0131nda veya saks\u0131da b\u00fcy\u00fctmek i\u00e7in pazardan sat\u0131n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, \u00f6zel bir topra\u011fa \u00f6zenle dikti\u011fimiz, hemen her g\u00fcn sulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ve arada bir vitamin verdi\u011fimiz bitkiler ve \u00e7i\u00e7ekler gibi nazl\u0131 de\u011filler &#8220;ot&#8221; diye yaftalay\u0131p a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bitkiler\u2026. Bizden izinsiz topra\u011f\u0131m\u0131za hicret edip \u00e7ak\u0131llar\u0131n aras\u0131na veya bir toprak par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine gecekondu misali yer ediniyorlar. Sulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z halde, g\u00fcbrelemedi\u011fimiz halde, varl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 kabul etmedi\u011fimiz, hayatlar\u0131n\u0131 ve renklerini takdir etmedi\u011fimiz halde Rablerinin kendilerine verdi\u011fi do\u011fal ya\u015fama haklar\u0131n\u0131 kullanarak b\u00fcy\u00fcmeye ve \u00e7o\u011falmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlar. Bizden sevgi dahil hi\u00e7bir \u015fey beklemiyorlar. Yeter ki onlar\u0131n varl\u0131klar\u0131na m\u00fcsamaha edelim. Onlar\u0131 rahat b\u0131rakmam\u0131z kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ci\u011ferlerimiz i\u00e7in bedavadan oksijen \u00fcretmeyi bile g\u00f6rev biliyorlar. Gri veya kahverengi olan topraklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc ye\u015file boyamak i\u00e7in Tucson&#8217;\u0131n yak\u0131c\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fine ve susuzlu\u011fa ra\u011fmen direniyorlar\u2026 Hatta varl\u0131klar\u0131na m\u00fcsamaha g\u00f6stersek baz\u0131 otlar\u0131n ne\u015felenip co\u015ftu\u011funu ve g\u00f6zlerimize reng\u00e2renk \u00e7i\u00e7ekler sunduklar\u0131na tan\u0131k oluruz. \u00dcstelik otlar bu topra\u011f\u0131n yerlisiydiler\u2026 Bu evlerimiz 1986 y\u0131l\u0131nda bir in\u015faat \u015firketi taraf\u0131ndan buraya konmadan \u00f6nce, ayr\u0131cal\u0131kl\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131lar ve \u00e7i\u00e7ekler buraya dikilmeden \u00f6nce, bu otlar burada \u00f6zg\u00fcr ve mutlu bir hayat s\u00fcr\u00fcyorlard\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015fte bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek, her otun k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6kerken su\u00e7luluk hissediyordum ve otlar dahil her \u015feyin yarat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 olan Allah&#8217;tan ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanma diliyordum&#8230; Allah&#8217;\u0131n bu d\u00fcnyada kurdu\u011fu evrim yasas\u0131yla ben &#8220;halife&#8221;, yani besin zincirinin son halkas\u0131 olmu\u015ftum ve bunlar milyonlarca y\u0131l \u00f6nce her nas\u0131lsa yollar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 atalar\u0131m\u0131n torunlar\u0131 idiler. Bu toprak beynimin n\u00f6ronlar\u0131ndan kalbimin kaslar\u0131na, g\u00f6zlerimdeki merce\u011fin h\u00fccrelerinden parmaklar\u0131m\u0131n ucuna kadar t\u00fcm v\u00fccudumun kayna\u011f\u0131yd\u0131\u2026 Bu otlarla ayn\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131, ayn\u0131 ya\u011fmuru, ayn\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fi ve dahas\u0131 binlerce ayn\u0131 genetik kodu payla\u015f\u0131yordum\u2026 Uzaktan akrabalar\u0131md\u0131 bu otlar\u2026 \u015eimdi ben onlar\u0131 katlediyordum; hatta onlara kar\u015f\u0131 ilkel bir teknolojiyle de olsa soyk\u0131r\u0131m uyguluyordum\u2026<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/19.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/CIMG1709.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft  wp-image-2743\" style=\"margin-right: 10px;\" title=\"Weeds at Yahya's Yard\" src=\"http:\/\/19.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/08\/CIMG1709-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1709-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1709-150x112.jpg 150w, https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2012\/08\/CIMG1709-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>Bah\u00e7enin bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc daha bitirmeden kar\u015f\u0131daki evimizin garaj\u0131ndan e\u015fimin sesini i\u015fittim. Beni i\u00e7eri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu\u2026 Beni g\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7arpaca\u011f\u0131ndan endi\u015fe ediyordu. Yeter art\u0131k; ba\u015fka zaman bitirirsin i\u015fi diyordu. Ama ben bir yandan otlara kar\u015f\u0131 \u015fefkat duygular\u0131 hissederken, onlarla evrimli ve devrimli maceram\u0131zda tarihi karde\u015fli\u011fimizi an\u0131msarken, \u00f6te yandan bizden izin olmadan illegal olarak \u00f6zg\u00fcrce biten otlara pabu\u00e7 b\u0131rakmamak i\u00e7in, k\u00f6klerini bir anda kurutmak i\u00e7in gayret ediyordum, kendimi zorluyordum. Asl\u0131nda otlar\u0131 yoldu\u011fum b\u00f6lge, Yahya ile do\u011fusundaki kom\u015fusunun (bizim kar\u015f\u0131 ko\u015fumuz) evi aras\u0131nda \u00e7ak\u0131ll\u0131 bir b\u00f6lge idi. Bu b\u00f6lgenin y\u00fczde doksan be\u015fi kom\u015fuya aitti. Hani ben kom\u015funun temizlemesini istemek yerine ona iyilik olsun diye bu b\u00f6lgedeki otlar\u0131 temizliyordum\u2026 Her nedense, o anda kom\u015fular\u0131m daha uyurken veya papazlar taraf\u0131ndan Klise&#8217;de uyduruk dini hikayelerle kand\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rlarken evlerinin \u00f6n bah\u00e7elerindeki otlar\u0131 temizleyerek bir kom\u015fuluk s\u00fcrprizi yapmak istiyordum. Bunun i\u00e7in sa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z solumuz ve kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdaki evi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Yahya&#8217;n\u0131n eviyle kom\u015fusu aras\u0131ndaki b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc otlardan temizledikten sonra e\u015fimi dinleyip dinlenmek i\u00e7in kar\u015f\u0131daki evime gittim. \u00dczerimdeki ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fc ve k\u0131sa pantolonu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p banyoya girdim. G\u00fczel bir du\u015f ald\u0131m. Diyet uzman\u0131 e\u015fimin sundu\u011fu sar\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yumurta ile mantar i\u00e7eren omleti daha yemeden \u00f6nce g\u00f6zlerimin suland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve ka\u015f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim\u2026 Ka\u015f\u0131nma k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra ac\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u2026 Sa\u011f g\u00f6z\u00fcm iyice k\u0131zard\u0131\u2026 Buzdolab\u0131ndaki bir b\u00f6l\u00fcmde tuttu\u011fumuz alerji ilac\u0131ndan bir hap ald\u0131m. K\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra ac\u0131 ve ka\u015f\u0131nt\u0131 azald\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir saat sonra e\u015fim bana bir torba verdi\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inde yumurta, makarna, portakal suyu, \u00e7e\u015fitli konserveler bulunan bir torba\u2026 Yahya&#8217;n\u0131n evinde iki oday\u0131 kiralayan iki gen\u00e7ten birine vermemi istedi\u2026 E\u015fim ve ben bu kirac\u0131lar\u0131 neredeyse ailemizin bir \u00fcyesi gibi kolluyoruz. Bazen s\u0131cak yeme\u011fimizi payla\u015f\u0131yoruz, doktora g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyoruz, kendilerine ila\u00e7 al\u0131yoruz vesaire\u2026\u00a0 Torbay\u0131 teslim ettikten sonra, \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fta evin \u00f6n bah\u00e7esinin daha \u00f6nce temizledi\u011fim b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde yeni otlar\u0131n bitmekte oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce tak\u0131ld\u0131m. Onlar daha b\u00fcy\u00fcmeden koparmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. E\u015fim bana birka\u00e7 kez seslenip vazge\u00e7irmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen, on dakika kadar ot toplamaya devam ettim. Her nedense bu i\u015fi yar\u0131na b\u0131rakmak istemiyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Eve d\u00f6n\u00fcnce birka\u00e7 dakika sonra \u00f6zellikle sa\u011f g\u00f6z\u00fcmde b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ac\u0131 hissetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. G\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015f ak\u0131yordu ve sa\u011f g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn beyaz\u0131 k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olmu\u015ftu. Birka\u00e7 saat sonra a\u011fr\u0131 \u00e7ok keskinle\u015fti. Sanki g\u00f6z\u00fcme i\u011fne bat\u0131r\u0131l\u0131yordu\u2026 Otlar\u0131n h\u0131\u015fm\u0131na u\u011fram\u0131\u015ft\u0131m\u2026 Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc y\u0131kad\u0131m, 24 saatte sadece bir tane almam gereken Alerji hap\u0131n\u0131 bir kez daha ald\u0131m. E\u015fim ac\u0131dan k\u0131vranarak ve otlar\u0131 kahrederek ortal\u0131kta dolanan beni zar zor koltu\u011fa oturtup g\u00f6z\u00fcme \u00e7ay po\u015feti koymaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bunun hi\u00e7bir yarar\u0131n\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyip protesto ettim ama ald\u0131rmad\u0131\u2026 Yemek odas\u0131ndaki masada hukuk derslerinden biri olan Tort ile ilgili yasalar\u0131 ve baz\u0131 mahkeme kararlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan Yahya da yard\u0131ma geldi\u2026 Bir g\u00f6z damlas\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. \u0130ste\u011fim \u00fczerine onu buzdolab\u0131nda birka\u00e7 dakika so\u011futtuktan sonra g\u00f6zlerime birka\u00e7 damla ak\u0131tt\u0131\u2026 Geceleyin saatlerce hayat\u0131m\u0131n en i\u015fkenceli anlar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131m\u2026\u00a0 Beni g\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7arpmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama otlar \u00e7arpm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, hem de onikiden vurmu\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Neyse, ot katliam\u0131 ve vicdan azab\u0131 ile ba\u015flayan bu maceram g\u00f6z azab\u0131yla sonu\u00e7land\u0131\u2026 Bu sabah uyand\u0131ktan sonra, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu bir 10-12 saat s\u00fcren i\u015fkence ile ilgili olarak kendi kendime \u015funlar\u0131 sordum. Acaba beni ac\u0131 ile inletip cezaland\u0131r\u0131lmama sebep olan hata neredeydi?:<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li>Acaba otlara ve yabani \u00e7i\u00e7eklere kar\u015f\u0131 katliam yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in mi?<\/li>\n<li>Acaba otlarla akraba oldu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp onlar\u0131 koparma konusunda su\u00e7luluk hissetti\u011fim i\u00e7in mi?<\/li>\n<li>Acaba otlara kar\u015f\u0131 alerjili oldu\u011fumu bildi\u011fim halde bu yasaya meydan okudu\u011fum i\u00e7in mi?<\/li>\n<li>Acaba bu i\u015fi yaparken \u00f6zel bir maske takmam m\u0131 gerekiyordu?<\/li>\n<li>Acaba \u00e7evreyi \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ve bu y\u00fczden di\u011ferleri gibi kimyasal zehir kullanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in mi?<\/li>\n<li>Acaba isimlerini bile bilmedi\u011fim &#8220;kom\u015fular\u0131ma&#8221; iyilik yapmak istedi\u011fim i\u00e7in mi?<\/li>\n<li>Acaba \u00f6nce beni ot yolmam i\u00e7in harekete ge\u00e7iren e\u015fime uydu\u011fum i\u00e7in mi? Yoksa daha sonra durmam i\u00e7in beni uyaran e\u015fimin uyar\u0131s\u0131na uymad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in mi?<\/li>\n<li>Acaba ge\u00e7imlerini bu i\u015fi yapmakla sa\u011flayan adamlar\u0131 g\u00f6revlendirmek yerine onlar\u0131 ve ailelerini bu i\u015ften mahrum etti\u011fim i\u00e7in mi?<\/li>\n<li>Acaba daha \u00f6nce i\u015fledi\u011fim bir g\u00fcnahtan, hatadan dolay\u0131 m\u0131?<\/li>\n<li>Acaba\u2026 Acaba\u2026?<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>Karma\u015f\u0131k felsefi ve politik konular \u00fczerinde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi ve tart\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 seven ve bir k\u0131sm\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcmler ve cevaplar \u00fcretti\u011fini sanan birisi olarak otlarla ilgili olarak ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu olay\u0131n s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zemiyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Otlar\u0131n hikmeti, kerameti veya bana verdikleri dersi unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Otlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u015feyhler halt etmi\u015f!<br \/>\nNOT:<\/p>\n<p>Merak edenler i\u00e7in Arizona&#8217;daki otlar\u0131n listesi:<\/p>\n<p>Alkali Heliotrope<br \/>\nAnnual Bluegrass<br \/>\nAnnual Goldeneye<br \/>\nAnnual Sowthistle<br \/>\nAnnual Yellow Sweetclover<br \/>\nBarestem Larkspur<br \/>\nBarnyardgrass<br \/>\nBermudagrass<br \/>\nBitter Rubberweed<br \/>\nBlack Medic<br \/>\nBlack Mustard<br \/>\nBluestem Pricklepoppy<br \/>\nBlueweed<br \/>\nBroadleaf Milkweed<br \/>\nBroadleaf Plantain<br \/>\nBroom Snakeweed<br \/>\nBrowntop Panicum<br \/>\nBuckhorn Plantain<br \/>\nBuffalobur<br \/>\nBur Clover<br \/>\nBurroweed<br \/>\nCamelthorn<br \/>\nCamphorweed<br \/>\nCanada Thistle<br \/>\nCanaigre<br \/>\nCattails<br \/>\nClimbing Milkweed<br \/>\nCluster Dock<br \/>\nCoast Fiddleneck<br \/>\nCommon Cockelbur<br \/>\nCommon Lambsquarters<br \/>\nCommon Mullein<br \/>\nCommon Purslane<br \/>\nCoulter Spiderling<br \/>\nCreeping Woodsorrel<br \/>\nCrownbeard<br \/>\nCurly Dock<br \/>\nDallisgrass<br \/>\nDandelion<br \/>\nDesert Baileya<br \/>\nDesert Saltgrass<br \/>\nDesert Senna<br \/>\nDesert Thornapple<br \/>\nDesert Tobacco<br \/>\nDodder<br \/>\nFeather Fingergrass<br \/>\nField Bindweed<br \/>\nField Sandbur<br \/>\nFingerleaf Gourd<br \/>\nFivehook Bassia<br \/>\nFly Mushroom<br \/>\nFringed Pigweed<br \/>\nGambel Oak<br \/>\nGlobemallow<br \/>\nGlobemallow<br \/>\nGolden Corydalis<br \/>\nGordon Bladderpod<br \/>\nGreen Foxtail<br \/>\nGreenspored Mushroom<br \/>\nHairy Bowlesia<br \/>\nHalogeton<br \/>\nHemp Sesbania<br \/>\nHenbit<br \/>\nHoary Cress<br \/>\nHog Potato<br \/>\nHorehound<br \/>\nHorse Purslane<br \/>\nHorseweed<br \/>\nJohnsongrass<br \/>\nJunglerice<br \/>\nJuniper<br \/>\nKhakiweed<br \/>\nKings Lupine<br \/>\nLambert Crazyweed<br \/>\nLarge Crabgrass<br \/>\nLeafy Pondweed<br \/>\nLittle Mallow<br \/>\nLittleseed Canarygrass<br \/>\nLondon Rocket<br \/>\nMalta Starthistle<br \/>\nMediterraneanrass<br \/>\nMexican Sprangletop<br \/>\nMilk Thistle<br \/>\nMonolepis<br \/>\nNarrowleaf Goosefoot<br \/>\nNettleleaf Goosefoot<br \/>\nNew Mexico Copperleaf<br \/>\nNuttall Milkvetch<br \/>\nOrange Caltrop<br \/>\nPalmer Amaranth<br \/>\nPingue<br \/>\nPovertyweed<br \/>\nPrickly Lettuce<br \/>\nProstrate Knotweed<br \/>\nPuncturevine<br \/>\nRabbitfootgrass<br \/>\nRed Sorrel<br \/>\nRed Spiderling<br \/>\nRed Sprangletop<br \/>\nRedstem Filaree<br \/>\nRescue Brome<br \/>\nRocky Mountain Iris<br \/>\nRubber Rabbitbrush<br \/>\nRussian Knapweed<br \/>\nRussian Thistle<br \/>\nSacred Datura<br \/>\nSaltcedar<br \/>\nSand Peppergrass<br \/>\nScarlet Morningglory<br \/>\nSeepwillow Baccharis<br \/>\nShepherdspurse<br \/>\nSilky Sophora<br \/>\nSilverleaf Nightshade<br \/>\nSilversheath Knotweed<br \/>\nSilverweed Cinquefoil<br \/>\nSixweeks Grama<br \/>\nSixweeks Needle Grama<br \/>\nSkeletonweed Eriogonum<br \/>\nSlimleaf Bursage<br \/>\nSlimpod Senna<br \/>\nSmall Groundcherry<br \/>\nSmall Matweed<br \/>\nSmallflower Gaura<br \/>\nSouthwestern Cupgrass<br \/>\nSpiny Aster<br \/>\nSpiny Sowthistle<br \/>\nSpurges<br \/>\nSpurges<br \/>\nSpurges<br \/>\nSpurred Anoda<br \/>\nSquirreltail<br \/>\nStinkgrass<br \/>\nSunflower<br \/>\nTall Morningglory<br \/>\nTansymustard<br \/>\nThreadleaf Groundsel<br \/>\nTrailing Four O&#8217;clock<br \/>\nTree Tobacco<br \/>\nTuberous Sida<br \/>\nTumble Pigweed<br \/>\nWestern Bracken<br \/>\nWestern Clammyweed<br \/>\nWestern Honey Mesquite And Velvet Mesquite<br \/>\nWestern Sneezeweed<br \/>\nWestern Whorled Milkweed<br \/>\nWheelscale Saltbush<br \/>\nWhite Clover<br \/>\nWhite Sweetclover<br \/>\nWhitethorn<br \/>\nWild Barley<br \/>\nWild Celery<br \/>\nWild Oat<br \/>\nWitchgrass<br \/>\nWoolly Tidestromia<br \/>\nWooly Morningglory<br \/>\nWooton Loco<br \/>\nWright Groundcherry<br \/>\nWright Saltbush<br \/>\nYellow Nutsedge<\/p>\n<p>(Yukar\u0131daki listeyi, tarifleri ve resimleriyle birlikte i\u00e7eren kaynak:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.uapress.arizona.edu\/onlinebks\/WEEDS\/SPECIES.HTM\">http:\/\/www.uapress.arizona.edu\/onlinebks\/WEEDS\/SPECIES.HTM<\/a>\u00a0)<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Karma\u015f\u0131k felsefi ve politik konular \u00fczerinde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi ve tart\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 seven ve bir k\u0131sm\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcmler ve cevaplar \u00fcretti\u011fini sanan birisi olarak otlarla ilgili olarak ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu olay\u0131n s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zemiyorum. Otlar\u0131n hikmeti, kerameti veya bana verdikleri dersi unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Otlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u015feyhler halt etmi\u015f!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,1057],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2730","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edipyuksel","category-gok-kusagi"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2730","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2730"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2730\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2730"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2730"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/19.org\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2730"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}